they would think so anyway. I dont know what quite happend. but it's okay. a past experience prepairs you for future ones i guess. I love him...i do. I do REALLY. But somehow...idk. i cant even explain it. I guess it just wasnt ment to be. So i guess that is what a broken heart felt like....over and over and over again.
Nothing new has been happening. Just living life. trying to pass school. I did cough medicine on saturday...i'm done with that...i feel stupider. I'm going to take a break from weed. for a while. And I need to cut back on the grits. IDK. i've been at this weird fork in the road kinda thing u know? I"m not sure. So anyway, i figure the confuision, depression, and anger is good for writing so i guess there will be more writing to come. well I best go.

Good night.

Clara